Me and that kid Taylor from on here went on a bike ride this morning. ENJOY SOME FRESH PICS!! ZOMG!
















sorry i make funny faces when i ride my bike.

Where to begin.......


So today was the first time i expereinced salvia in all its glory/horror.  Its soo hard to explain what was goin on in my mind at the time, crazy visuals, questions of existance and how things work, CRAZY things, like rushing through I was trippping sooo hard.

Unfortunatly i failed to get a 3. 0, my mom is gonna be pissed, possibly wont let me drive, ect. ect.  Its depressing me right now and im flipping out over little stuff, like my bitch ass step sister feeding my fish like a million peices of fish  food and someone loosing/stealing my rechargable batteries. im PISSED!. its bothering me thohugh cuz right now i can't let it go for some reason. I really hope summer is gonna be gooad and i know next year is gonna be a chance for me to bring eveything back. I should be happy and excited but it hard right now.

 So school is coming to an end!!!!!!   i continue to be nervous about my grades though. i need b's in my ap classes or i wont get a 3.0 and seeing the grades before the finals it seems sooo far away, even though i have like 78% in both classes.


ON the upside,    I got to watch one of my favorite artists play a show in crapped out brentwood. Paul Beribeau, he played great. I had a good time blah blah blah.   My girlfreind leaves for Japan on wensday so im trying to spend as much time with her as possible until she leaves. Then  i have a week to myself, which should be fun, but ill still miss her.

so i drove to san ramon today... for nothing. uGH

School be dummy retarded. im afraid of what my math gradw ill be, but at the same time im confidents that i will get a 3.0... which isnt that great but its not bad either. IM just tryna graduate and get into collage. thats all i want!


 yeah school was boring.  I had a really good time with my girlfreind today though. it makes me so happy when i get to see her, even if its just for an hour at a time.


I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF ANITOCYCH!!!!!!!!





FUCK!

Well this weekend was glorius.......

The most smokage i have ever done. Super nice weather, fun with  friends. it was ballin!
also i bought a ballin ass camera for 2 dollars. and a great burden has been lifted off my chest, my engrish project is done!

so, Im brand new to this Live journal stuff, i dont even fully understand what it is yet but i thought id make one anyways.

I geuss ill start this as my first day.

well i woke up this morning like a normal day, except i overslept by like 15 minutes and had to run out the door. So had i chill day at school, presented a powerpoint in history, watched a video in astronomy, did kindergarten arts and crafts in global arts. The wierd part about that class was that we were takling about dreams and how they come true sometimes. and i got to thinking, i had one dream where i killed a guy, kinda creeped me out a bit but w/e.  Like i said, hella chill day. So i went home to do homework.


My best freind called me today and asked if i could hang out. It Really really makes me sad when i have to tell him almost every time that i have stuff that has  to be done/ my mom wont let me hang out. It gets to mee, I really want to hang out with me freinds and im sure my freinds want to chill, thats why they called me, but i have to tell them i can't and it sucks.

After i got homework done i went to waterpolo and worked my ass off. The discouraging thing is, right now the caoch has put me in kinda the... i dont know you /you guys suck group. It feels like me and this one other kid knows what we are doing, and it sucks cuz we play against two other teams that smash us. its Discouraging.

 But in all i had a chill day.

Its like 11 oklock now and im sore and hella tired, so i geuss ill end my first post like this.